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2013.05.18 (Sat)

I wanna know what I did to make you hate me so much.

I don't know what to do.
I wanna know what I did to make you hate me so much.
I don't understand what I did to make you hate me so much.
I really wanna know.

You don't know my story, you never know what I'm going through.
You don't know what type of girl I am.
But you judged me.

I knew one of the reason is because I'm Chinese educated.
But you changed your whats app name to Chinese name?
Don't you know how do I feel?
I feel like I'm having a different package compares to other.
I hate it I always hear something harsh from you that absolutely kills me inside and I have to act like I'm fine.
Why this happened to me.
Tell me why.
It's there any wrong just because I'm Chinese educated?
You judgmental asshole.

XXX,I just want to let to let you know :
Just because my eyes don't tear, doesn't man my heart doesn't cry.
Just because I come off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
Just because I being quiet, doesn't mean I accept every single shit thing you did to me.
Beauty isn't everything and everyone is fearfully and wonderfully made by God.
And I find you intensely irritating some days.
If you think I'm particularly ugly or fat, come and let me know.
If you think I'm having a major characteristic issue, come and tell me.
It's not going to make anything better for me if you keep silent, it doesn't help at all and it makes the situation worse. I believe you know this better than me cause you are a smart person.
People telling me that you are going to confront me regards this matter, but when?
It's not changing anything for me and I still don't know what I did to make you hate me this much. I can't find a reason. I just can't.

And you know what?

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